My way to heaven

　　I wonder how hard it is for me just to climb the ladder

　　But after I have tired many many times

　　Can I receive what I want?

　　No，nothing......

　　Maybe nothing is a fib

　　But I can‘t find the one I desire

　　Where is it？

　　Have it been missing?

　　Missing in darkness

　　Tell me

　　Never forever

　　Nothing could make me happy except you

　　Actually however

　　You don‘t want to make me happy,right?

　　If not,could you please tell me why?

　　I really wonder why?

　　When I have something wrong in my life

　　I know you have known something that was not as usual

　　Why don‘t you asked me why?

　　Why don‘t you asked me what things have happened to me?

　　Why don‘t you asked me if I am down for you?

　　Why?

　　The only way to the heaven

　　The only way to take me to the heaven

　　The only way to make me feel really happy

　　Nowadays，is you

　　But in future

　　I don‘t know who will be this person

　　I have told you for times and times

　　you are the one can make me laughing and the one can make me crying just for a simple word

　　Do you know?

　　You are the one who can control my everything

　　For a word

　　I maybe feel happy for a whole day

　　I maybe cry until a sad dawn arrives

　　Don‘t you know?

　　Now

　　I am crying for you

　　If you don‘t

　　Now

　　Let me tell you

　　Please make my way to heaven

　　But on the contrary

　　You are the one who cause me sad for almost a month

　　And after reading this passage

　　You could know my feeling

　　In this dark month

　　I cry

　　I pretend to be happy

　　I put myself into studyaholic

　　I really miss you

　　Miss you so much

　　I can‘t deny missing you

　　Is you

　　Make my way to hell

　　I can‘t suffer anymore

　　If you want to continue to do this

　　Please take away evrthing which could remind me of you

　　Please wipe out my memorizes forever

　　Please now kill me

　　Eat me up

　　Drink my blood

　　Bite my bones

　　Leave me nothing

　　Kill me

　　Don‘t hesitate

　　Use your sharp knife

　　I am waiting for you

　　My way to where?

　　Depend on you......

　　Make promise become real promise