认识彬彬第879天，今天我不知道应该解释我的心情！我来这个地方已经很久很久了，说真的我在怕了！真的不想再待了，但为什么生活我去只能选择继续！今年的中秋我其实并不开心，因为就一个人过，但我也挺开心的是因为老板说国庆节可以让我们休息几天了，说真的不是因为可以休息而快乐，而是因为越了自己想见的朋友所以快乐，就这样我第一时间告诉了我这位很重要的朋友，我和她相识了快2年多了，但说真的我还没真正在现实中见过她呢！呵呵虽然在视频里可以常常见到她，我也很开心了，我喜欢看到她微笑，不知道为什么总感觉她笑起来是那么的甜，很怕她不开心，因为她在我眼里或心里不只是朋友还是真善美一个从天而降的天使！感谢老天对我的眷顾能让我与她相识！所以我舍不得也永远不会伤害她，也不想更不愿别人伤害到她！所以我很喜欢逗她开心，让她每时每刻只要和我聊天的时候都是微笑着度过！我不知道她是否相信这个世界有守护星，但我相信！因为我愿意做她的这颗守护星，不为别的，只为陪她一直往前走守护着她知道她真的得到幸福那天，到那天她的守护星不再是我而是让她幸福的那个他了！这样我无论在哪里都会用心的微笑！我不知道为什么我从未遇到过像她这个的一女孩，因为我和她聊了很久，也可以说一开始和她天聊到看到她出现现在视频里瞬间，我心里就一出现一句话，就是：“只要她愿意和我交一生的朋友，我愿意永远守护着她不会伤害她要给她快乐的微笑，她需要我帮忙的时候只要我能做到我一定全心全意的帮她”。我不知道怎么了会有这样的感觉，感觉她有时候很坚强有时候却很脆弱需要人照顾！所以我从见过她和她聊了那些那多的东西之后，我很想就这样一直守护着她，做她的守护星！不为别的，也不是说看到她外表很美才会这样，而是和她聊天的时候她的心打动了我，让我愿意为她做我能做到的任何事，我不需要什么回报，如果真的要回报我也只要一个就是她一定要快乐要幸福我就足够了！我说的这些我知道别人看到都会说很虚伪，但我说的都是自己的心理话，不需要别人的相信，因为我会这么做！
她喜欢喝红茶，没有红茶的话就只会喝营养快线！她的肠胃不好不能吃辣我也不能呵呵！有时候会感觉她有些什么呢！大意吧！雨天会忘记带伞，有一次她就是看着天没下雨了，就不带伞了后面才出去不久老天开始下雨结果她淋病了！所以我一知道下雨就会这样担心她是否带伞！还有很多很多想说的！因为我看看了刚才写的这些都没办法写好！因为感觉词语用的不够好！嗨真善美一定要快乐幸福好吗？你不开心的时候就想想我这个朋友吧！这颗守护星星会陪着你的，呵呵！
晕！我要写道歉的信的怎么突然写了这么都不是道歉的！My friend sorry！原本国庆我要回昆明的老板中秋就答应让我们休息的但今天他来了却反悔的说不放了！我现在都不知道要说什么了，我给他请假他都不给还说以后再说！我第一次遇到这样说话不算话的老板，答应员工的事从来都不会兑现，我很失望，我今天听到他不给我假不给我放假我郁闷了一天，也没有心情做什么就一直呆呆的做着看着自己的电脑发呆！对不起彬我来不了了，请原谅！我真的没办法亲口告诉我来不了看你的消息，只能用这样的方式告诉你！请原谅我来不了了！也请原谅我懦弱到不敢亲口告诉我来不了的消息！因为我很看重你这位朋友因为在我心里你很重要所以我才开不了口对不起！我知道你也在QQ上但我还是没办法将出口！我盼了两年了，盼了两年能与你见一面能和你一起好好的玩一天，哪怕就一天我也满足了！但老天不愿帮我！我现在的心情不知道怎么解释因为很复杂很、、、、彬sorry！sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry、、、我知道说一万句sorry都、、、、I'm sorry, please forgive me?我真的无法再往下写了！因为我的手都在颤抖了，彬sorry！答应你能回来的我，现在却又回来不了，请原谅我，我没骗你也没有找借口！等过一久我还会请假的，请到假我会马上回昆明见你的！不是为什么是因为你是我心里最重要的！最重要的一个朋友！请不要误解了我会骗你，我不会骗你的彬，永远不会！please forgive me！sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry! Really sorry!请接受我的无法履行来见你的承诺，Really sorry! please forgive me！
最后希望你能天天开开心心的！继续甜甜的微笑！更希望你还愿意让我继续做你的守护星！在你难过的时候愿意陪你一起面对为你分担好吗？Really sorry! please forgive me！