Forehead kisses are extremely underrated.
While you’re at it tho, cheeks are also underrated as heck.
Showering at a dude’s place has a type of intimacy to it that I can’t explain.
Pooping at said dude’s house also is a big dick energy move. (Doing it while I’m writing this tbh LOL)

I been in Seattle for 3 days now, and rather than sightseeing, did a lot of some other things. Basically chilled at Seng’s for a good 2 days and did a lot of intimate stuff man, you know. Like the night that I arrived, I was laying there watching Netflix with him and then he told me to cuddle with him on the couch? Damn I was like okay... where you going with this boo... and then he’s like ima fuck you and I was like whoa bro I just arrived like 3 hours ago LOL CHILL. And then we went up and I slept on his bed and tried to had sex for like a good 2 hours before we called it quits and actually slept. I don’t think I was sleeping that deep into it but I did sleep so that’s good. And every time I switch positions or even move the slightest, he was always awake and was just looking at me. Apparently he’s a light sleeper, it’s okay, as long he’s not watching me sleep like a creep. And ugh it’s so cute when I think about it. Every time he’s awake from his drifts of in between sleep and wake, he grabs me and kisses my cheek or forehead. It’s so goddamn cute omg. I think that’s the thing I’m gonna miss the most tbh.
The night after that... he really poured me a lot of alcohol man.. my forehead was throbbing and my right side was giving me such a hard time. William was over as well. I was like I’m not sleep alone down here and booted William down there. Seng was smart in saying there were 2 blankets and we had used them up. But, if you know, you know. Then at around 7 I just can’t take anymore so I said I was gonna go sleep. An hour later Seng came in the room to check on me but my head was still throbbing. He gave me a lot of kisses and says things like “Ima fuck you.” You know... me.. fuckable? Don’t know her lmao. Anyways not the point. He did put it in tho. When he put it in... apparently I was screaming hella loud and hopefully maybe William didn’t hear it. I really hope he didn’t omg. And Seng didn’t continue because of how drunk I was. I told him to keep going. Because I was me and I was still able to think it all. But he didn’t. And then my period came. Cuz he kick started it. And yes apparently that’s a thing... kickstarting periods... yikes. Yea I sneezed a good one and got my blood on his bedsheets. I felt real embarrassed by that and he just thought it was funny. Then they went to 2 stores trying to find me pads. So 감동 tbh. Anyways, that happened. I bled. He gave me new clothes. I slept. He went back to hanging out with William. And William didn’t sleep at all. After I woke up, Seng went to sleep. And I was chilling with William. God it was so awkward.. I really don’t like the guy lol. Watched like some Netflix and then decide I gotta get outta here and I went up and started bothering Seng. Bother him until we saw Herman and his boifran making food. Then I joined in and talked about game of thrones with them. And Seng came down and started playing cards with us. It was all fun and games when Herman was making burgers and Herman made me one and when I was getting up to grab it, Seng pushed me and got it for me. Wanted to kill him but Lowkey... shit’s cute what can I say. We kept playing until the midnight and I went to my Airbnb. But I didn’t stay long. I went to Josh’s and drank 2 bottles and slept at his place. God it was so uncomfortable for some reason. I didn’t like it. I felt more comfortable with Seng. I woke up the next day and immediately wanted to leave omg... I know he took off my shirt while I was on his bed and stuff but when I asked him in the morning why my shirt off he’s like ‘I don’t know’ and I’m like... sis... the heck.. And then he tried to kiss me and all and I’m like um.. no.. not after that shady shit you did and said. I promised to come back later that night but... I didn’t. Because Seng asked if he could come over later. And I’m like sure bro, come over. And he did. And we had period sex. It was very wholesome. I even got some on the sheet and he helped me remove it. When he came thru the door, he was so drunk he can barely stand. It was kinda funny to see him like that. And he smelled like cigarettes too. And he always smelled like Rufus.

And now he’s asleep next to me. Heavily. I know he’s a light sleeper but no matter how much noise I made trying to clean out the blood, he didn’t even wake up once. Imagine how drunk and tired he must’ve been. But now I’m gonna go hug him and sleep I guess.

Goodnight.