deareddie,

somuchisonmymindidon",tobehonestwithyou,ireallythinkwe"",ireallyloveyouandwanttobewithyoubutthisisnothow.

thefirsttimewesupposedlybrokeup,youweretellingmeyouwantedmebackandyoulovedme-anditseemedlikeitwastrue,butnowidon""mfeelingreallyconfused;idon"tknowifi".

whathappenedtoyoucomingoverhereafterwork,youcallingmeonyourlunchbreak,youtellingmeyouloveme,andyoucallingmewhenyougotoffwork?ireallymissthatandwantittogobackandbethatwayagain.

"tevencomebymetosay,"hey,"orgivemeakiss,,andi"?,that"showitiswhenyou"rearoundyourboys;i"mjustanothergirlinyourlittleblackbookhuh?eddie,thatreallyhurttoknowthatmyownboyfriend-theonewhosupposedlylovesme,can"tcomeandsayheyorsomething,butwhenyou"renotwithyourfriendsandit"sjustyouandme,it".

i""twanttodoitbutiwantthingsthewaytheyusedtobeanditlookslikethatwon",eddie,andobviouslyyourloveisn"tasstrongasyousayitis.

well,iloveyou,eddie,,baby.

lovealways,

rashone